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Window to a Soul
03:40
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Another bird trapped in the loft
got in yesterday
Goes for the square of light it sees
and strikes the glass
It's got a skyview, won't seek escape
in the stairway down;
Better the vision should repulse you
than that you turn away.
I throw myself at glimmers too
They parry when you close in
Another day of that I'm set to throw myself
Into the wall.
You climbed from my shitbox in your socks
with your shoes in hand
Wandered over, sat down in the dirt
to put them on
Well you never know how some mundane thing
might be perceived
I couldn't help myself I said you are beautiful
you said so are you.
Locked in the loft since then
Obsessed with a glint of freedom
The hinted promise teasing through your dirty glass
And throw myself into the windowpane.
August 2022
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Side Drum
04:04
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No priest, mad priest
She sets my breakfast, cleans my sheets
Jess is a mess oh yes
Never put yourself above the least
I'm making for the lowest seat
At the storied feast
She likes it in the kitchen heat
Jess is a mess oh yes
Low Sunday tarts and chat
I yawn my way through fake goodbyes
Pass through the kitchen oh yes
See what's up with Jess
Leaving hypocrites behind
I got honesty
At the stove fires we were that blessed
Jess is a mess oh yes
Sometime round episode ten
Jessica filled me in
Can't hide your child
She was cryin tried to calm her down
This is for the best
Ite missa est
Scandal pigs and tickets west
For me & Jess
At the stove fires we were that blest
Now deal with the rest.
August 2022
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3. |
Segue
01:01
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Twilight in a Frozen Marsh in December - Wilton Land Conservancy, December 2021
Overseas
Ann walks alone
The streetlights are stronger than the moon
That pulls the tide
She's a streetlight lycanthrope
Shuffle through the broken gold
Fallen halos of trees of bones
They're ahead of you
Already overseas
Crossing the wide sea.
Gets wider ever year
The gap you got to bridge
Between the sky
And everyone who says he sees the sky
You lonely thing
You heartbroke chameleon
It's not about a friend.
Crossing the wide sea.
November 2021
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Last One to Room Here
04:33
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As you can see those twigs don't quite reach the window
At night they do
It cannot be explained
When Lucy roomed here a star fell out of the sky
To the widow's walk
She's the polka queen
Put it in your head
She kept it in her dress
She was the last one to room here
Guy in a car can't stop his mouth
Gets out there is no change
That it could ever come to this
After she taught me boards' veins
Can be made to run
Spun in a thong on the rooftop in the dawn
I had that dance for two
Each night it's a little worse at the panes
Like fingernails
Cracked enamel of the soul
Don't know if I dreamed she said don't cut me or not
But I'll take those branches down one day
And look for blood on the blades
July 2021
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Shadowherd
03:21
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You would never know, he said
What once was here
What used to be
You'll never see
Overgrown's overrated
Only an outlook can ensure your privacy
Your generation
Has no place to stay
No tale to tell
How dare you live?
I spent my days collecting shadows
Never knew what I brought home till after dark
Woke from an arid dream
In an ice cold bed
Beside my head
A paper scrap and pen
Her note said
I loved a man I made up
You loved him too
What a surprise – he showed up
My shadowdays are through.
Take an awful chance like that
Come crawling home
The one who did it right
He sold his soul
He's innocuous now
Outliving us all
~June 2022
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Leaf-Catching
02:08
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Saw you walking with your cute kids how ya doin
You wondered had I heard that you were leaving in a day
For years I'd thought such things powerless to move me
Half the time I mix up your name with someone else
I never stepped off of my path for you
Not really something that I chose with full intent
Or that I asked you to play this role for me
You never chose to symbolize those I lost
Don't know how to approach the one I need
Life is lived so far from what's called reality
Either way you end up choosing emptiness
You're better off to seek it in your soul
I'd fantasize that when I died she'd meet me in a dream
There'd be a graveyard and we'd make out by a dead tree
She'd wake up cryin and wish she'd got to know me
So much cleaner than lowering my standards in real life
When you've got a roller coaster in your mind
You tend to live there all the time
You couldn't have done more to signal the light was green
I disbelieved my senses cause I'd decided it was red
Don't know how to approach the one I need
& etc.
June 2022
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The Strangler
04:40
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Air this dense you can't breathe
I'm a summer casualty
Without a glimpse ahead
World won't wake till winter again
Who'll die to bring it?
She pulls each day like a shawl
Around herself
Till the color's right
And she's painted out the aberrations
No telling who'll see her tomorrow
Bring the winter again.
September 2021
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Long Dusk
02:32
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Treading moss
Slope so steep
With trees like spears
One of us was seated
The other drunk
For the green mindshare
Just last year I
Could not imagine how
We would outlive the spoken silence
And summon the mute past
To a muted present
Severed seasons
Another era gone
Each one's a little colder
I still seek our voices in the leaves
And impress in the green
September 2022
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11. |
Adapt or Perish
03:52
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The truth is out there
Pol Pot knew what plastic's really for
Sensory information isn't valid anymore
The right way to talk about this
After some years of therapy
Awaken the new man
Death of a friendship leave you sick
Death of a friendship
He upset your mind, that's an injury
You can make a steady wage now
Pills apps & counselors address the need
With a new line weekly
Plug in, I've got your update here
It's a virtual autocracy
We never saw as much
Of each other as TV
Just don't take my drugs go head and have my liberties
No need to gather no more
The biggest threat's the penniless
Distrusting their live feed
September 2021
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